tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563511980085759707.post3790023617936178752..comments2012-05-15T10:38:19.585-07:00Comments on Women of Worth: Little LambWOWhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11892586604710614136noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563511980085759707.post-40816900874673342342012-05-15T10:38:19.585-07:002012-05-15T10:38:19.585-07:00Kerrie, please hold onto God's word and never ...Kerrie, please hold onto God's word and never give up. I had to leave my husband 3 times and finally asked for a divorce. Our circumstances are different, but 2 years later the Lord brought us back together through a mutual friend. The Lord has done miraculous wonders in both of our lives and we were remarried March 11th of this year. God may have other plans for you. You say you have an empty home with your children gone...how about filling it with other children? Love and prayers, WandaWanda Wallace Kranzhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07280593355346127662noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563511980085759707.post-49539452843556585362012-03-13T13:17:40.080-07:002012-03-13T13:17:40.080-07:00This is beautiful.
All your pain is now victory....This is beautiful.<br /> <br />All your pain is now victory.<br /><br />I am going through a loss so great that many days I feel that it would be better if I just died out of the way. My six perfect, beautiful children are all moving away to college or university or marriage. My house is empty with just one daughter at home. I didn't know how I would cope with this,the empty rooms, the lack of laughter and noise and the piano playing, and dreaded it. <br /><br />My husband, an educated professional, who has been excessively violent throughout our relationship, has compounded my loss by destroying what was the last family years, giving me no income at all, threatening to kill me repeatedly and having mistresses. He is now tearing the family home apart, literally and emotionally and although after 23 years of violence , the police have ordered him away, I have love for him still. Love is not destroyed because a person is violent, it just tears the abused internally, that person still longs to be loved. They still love and forgive and even forget past hurts. It tears the family also. I will never understand how one person could wantonly for their own pleasure willfully hurt those he is meant to protect and love. As Martin claims for himself our family home,and any money I earned from the forced sale of our second home, which the family used in the city, for the children to attend senior school and University. He hides all records of income and other homes he has purchased, while he destroys mine, I wonder how much do I give up? Where can I live as everything is sold? There is so much debt now to banks while he paid no mortgage payments on the family homes. But in prayer God asked me to pay down all debts. So I will.<br />I gave up my career to raise the family. I cannot get employment. Where is a place for me in a younger workforce that thinks I'm a cute older woman, but not employable.<br /><br />So when all is sold where is a place for me? How do I and my youngest daughter, Katelyn, live as she starts senior school? How do we eat? How do we rent when I have no income? Katelyn says all will work out. And that has been my thinking through the needlessly harsh reality.<br /><br />Relish this perfect lamb of yours. This special gift. My Gifts from God assist me daily, in a call, a hug, lending me their scholarship money to get an old car, that is just perfect. I suppose I should see, each challenge as an opportunity to see Gods inventiveness. "I will not permit the righteous to be moved" "Stand firm", These passages come to mind. <br /><br />When I discovered the reality of Gods word in 1998,: that it was either a lie or it really was possible and worked, I realized that I could do all the miracles that Christ did, through His power in me. I was so transformed, that I saw God transform lives.<br /><br />Yet Martins harsh words brought me back to a reality that is miserable and powerless. <br /><br />I suppose I am now set free and can see miracles every day if I just catch hold of the promise again.Kerriehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15367312799529367427noreply@blogger.com